miércoles, 1 de febrero de 2012

Waking Up

A new me, just woke up....

A new me has risen...



Somehow this year started with tears...some tears of regreat, some tears of letting go, some came because of a new chance of making things different..and others showing I am growing up...

There has been definitely a change...last year I began as a different person, this year..I am still changing...
Some things I didn't see before, now have appeared to me..things that needed to be broken and made new...

I received the year dancing...and didn't had the chance to eat...but I sure laughed

Tips for this year...more fiber...
More exercise!

Now I understand what people meant when they said...enjoy the moment...I never really enjoyed a moment as if it was only mine...didn't let myself enjoy the minutes and hours as if there was nothing to worry about.

Tip....Disconnect your cellphone for a while! Enjoy life...enjoy food! enjoy eating with your left hand while holding hands with someone you love!!!

Enjoy your tears...for they are a blessing...a way we cleanse...a way we heal...remember the heart doesn't stay broken forever...it always finds a way to heal.

Enjoy dancing under the stars and singing to the moon. Also try singing in the bathroom...even if it is in a restaurant or a public place.




Don't mind others staring at you or others judging you....it's your own life...it's ok to make your choices...because if your heart is true...and you are looking for the right things in the wrong place...God will help you find your way.

Always have faith, always have hope. Even when you are lost...don't lie to yourself...listen what the wind around you is saying, never stop asking God for guidance.

"I will never forget how my heart jumped the first time we hugged".

Struggling between what I want and what I am meat to do...is not a new thing for me...always wanted to do the right thing...watching every footstep...always expected to do the right thing in their eyes...nothing less than perfect...but my heart is broken in two.

I am used to do what is supposed to be right...but when do I chose for myself?...for my future?...When do I chose what really makes me happy?

We are taught to do what the heart tells us, but our heart can be deceiving…and sometimes it takes a hug and a gentle word from a sibling, brother and a friend to realize the light is there and we didn’t see it.

And our heart, mind, soul and spirit will be in the same page, aligned and together...whenever a decision is right for my, you, and us. 

A friend said it's good to dream and think of a future, I am dreaming and thinking about a future....I AM A DREAMER

¨Your power begins with your surrender. Surrender your fears and your natural ways of responding, and begin to live from the impulses of the Holy Spirit.¨ Dennis Walker

LA Meli